Dark Desires
I am Ally Bound always have been and always be! This may not be as delightful as it first appears. For my ability to attain my Darkest Desire does by its nature involves another who is made capable to take on a bdsm slave, of greatest depth. I journey on a quest handed to me by fate some 40 years since. I have journeyed in freedom, mostly but by no means all of the time. If I had accomplished my quests then, I perhaps I would not be writing this. For my quest ends when I am never free of bondage when the bonds that binds remain. Then the Darkest Desire becomes manifest. When to spend a day, a week, a month, and a year, totally controlled and reliant on another becomes the best option.
Then the Darkest Desire lives.
There in lies the dilemma to my quest and the reason I journey. I have had plenty of time to study the nature of the beast and have discovered one or two of its secrets. The biggest one is that for the Dark Desire to exist I must submit to the desire more than to the person who attains power over me. However, that said, should they be in league with my Darkest Desire and actively helping then things will, and do happen. For my own part, my reluctance is no more than a playful act and for who ever reads this you will know now, that I have been in the willing company of the dark desire for years In fact, there are three of us needed, to further what I hope is a common quest.
Now this is the land where Dominants and submissive live. Having to behave and succeed in a vanilla run world. The other secret about Dark Desires is. It also lives in the same world but not entirely as I believe it transcends this world, but when it is manifest in this one, it has to make allowances or risk bringing about its own downfall. My purpose is to give it as much power here as I can without risking that.
It comes down to this. How would you keep a slave like me bound physically 24 hours a day? The answer is that you probably cannot. That is not unless there is access to huge resources and funds. To keep even the most willing slave held in real captivity for any length of tangible time is not easy in this world. It is not altogether impossible however. As I have already hinted. Dark Desires transcends this world and as long as it has as much time as possible, and I emphasize "as much time". Then it continues to grow in power, Power gives strength to develop towards this ultimate goal of ally bound becoming a true slave to her bondage.
I must point out here that the Dark Desire goal is not really to be physically in bondage 24/7. More a desire to become totally reliant on my Master for any physical freedom that he gives, or for that matter anything at all. With the knowledge that what has been given, to a slave can be taken. Then just a walk in the park becomes a privilege. Without attaining the position of 24/7 being a possiblity it is always possible for a slave to predict roughly, when she/he will be freed. With it however, she is never free as it is only ever a Master's whim away.
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