All characters are not fictional and unfortunately this is based on actual online experiences, as a novice sub blunders through the cyber-world of BDSM and discovers the wonders and joys of the Internet, personal ads and chat rooms.
'Yes of course I can do that Master!'
A Novice Sub's Nightmare
A. ON THE SUBJECT OF RITUALS.
Yes of course Master I understand that you fucking me every morning is an expression of your power over me. And I agree that carrying your 'seed' in me every morning will reinforce the power exchange between us. Yes, Yes Master, please call me at work, yes Master I will happily go to the toilet and feel my pussy for any 'residue' of the 'love seed' you have placed in me. Oh it makes me so excited just thinking about it Master! I am sure it won't be a problem Master; even if I am in the middle of a meeting I CAN do that. Yes Master I NEED to be reminded of your power over me every day.
No Master I understand giving you sexual pleasure every morning is not a selfish act.
Yes Master I understand that it is an expression of your dominant nature, and has nothing to do with mistaking sexual stamina with domination.
Woo Master; I am SO lucky to find such a virulent man! I always thought that a mans 'morning glory' was just a wake up call, or the body's way of saying 'penis to brain penis to brain, go for a piss, fart, shit and wake up'.
Really Master, you are horny every morning?
Master again you have proved the impossible can be done!
But I have a Question Master, if you will allow it o precious Lord.
Do you mean every morning Master, EVERY morning?
Sorry Master to be so weak and unbelieving in the power of the rituals you have set me.
Well, Master, what if I am ill, or I have my period Master?
Oh yes Master, then I WILL AND CAN take your 'seed' in my mouth Master. Oh yes Master, if you call me at work I will let you know if I can still taste you in my mouth.
Oh what a wonderful life we will have together!
Master, I have one more question, Lord of all Lords.
Well, if you cannot fuck me in the morning for whatever reason, and I let you beat off on me, and come in my mouth…
Well, when do I brush my teeth Master?
Yes Master, please don't get angry with my silly girl questions, I am after all below you and you are my world, my soul and my mind, because I am your doormat Master, for you to wipe your feet on whenever the whim takes you Sir.
Yes Master, well I was worried about other people smelling your cum on my breath Master, especially if I don't brush my teeth before you call me at work, you know Sir, (giggles) to ask me if I can still taste you.
Ok Master, I CAN DO THAT.
Oh yes sorry Master, I am such a silly billy, Yes Master I am listening.
Oh YES Master, I Will rush home from work every day, I will fight all, traffic jams, late meetings, car breakdowns, storms, typhoons, earthquakes, ANYTHING to get home before you do. It is only right that your doormat be there to greet you after 'YOUR' hard days work.
Yes Master I will ALWAYS follow the instructions you have given me in the morning. Oh how wonderful, such variety, I especially like the one where I will kneel on the kitchen table, arse in the air, ready for your perusal like an evening paper.
Yes Master I CAN and WILL DO THAT. Yes I will take your flaccid cock in my hands, EVERY DAY, upon your return, and tell 'IT' how much I have missed it inside of me, and how much I love 'IT' and worship you, while looking deeply and lovingly into ITS eye. YES Master I will make you hard, I will MAKE your flaccid cock hard every day, anyway I can, to show you how much I have missed you.
No Master I WILL NOT BITE IT, I promise, even if I have had a bad day, and lack of sleep because of your morning ritual. NO NOT EVEN IF I lose my job because of raunchy cum breath, forgotten blobs of cum left in my hair, and dirty phone calls at work that frightened the 70 year old receptionist because of your precious morning ritual.
Yes Master I REALLY DO understand why you wish for these rituals to become a part of our everyday lives.
Yes Master I understand my concerns about these rituals (your everyday morning pleasure and your every day welcome home ritual) seem IMPOSSIBLE to me just because I am not living them out right now.
YES, YES Master I do believe you when you say your last Sub was very happy with the rituals.
Oh yes Master, really, your subs were when you were living in Spain, oh I see Master, so you have never had a sub in the UK? YES Master of course I believe you. NO MASTER I WOULD NEVER DARE TO QUESTION YOUR EXPERIENCE.
So Master, I can't contact these women can I Master? Because they are in Spain Master, yes I understand Master.
YES, YES Master I will try my best to fulfil your rituals with a smile, and not get grumpy, or tell you to fuck off, even when I feel you are nothing but a hopeless dreamer, with no real experience in BDSM, who has mistaken getting a blow job twice a day for domination over another's life.
And No, I will not get angry when all is said and done, and after all this time, I realise my time has been wasted, and my hopes played upon, and after everything he will STILL believe he is THE MASTER.
I CAN AND WILL DO THAT.
B. ON BODY WORSHIP.
Yes Master, I understand the importance of me worshipping your body. And you deserve it master, you work out so hard every day, how can I not worship your fine chiselled body?
YES Master I will give you endless massages, praise and love for all the hard work you put into making yourself look like an action figure.
Barbie's Ken must have been modelled on you, my beautiful Master.
And yes Master I will starve myself and work out everyday, YES I understand why this must be so, as my wobbly women's bits really don't suit your rock like muscles.
Oh YES Master, how I love to watch you ripple your chest muscles, why Master, your breasts are almost bigger than mine!!!
Yes Master I will shave your legs and chest everyday for you Master, I really insist Master. NO Master I can't bear to see you dry shave. No Master it really does not make you more of a 'man' if you dry shave. Besides Master I will enjoy soaping you up, shaving you all over, washing you down and drying you off every day.
OH YES Master, I love the look of shaved balls, stubbly balls are so lovely to lick Master.
NO Master I REALLY DON'T FIND IT WEIRD that you want to be as smooth as a baby's bottom. NO of course there is nothing wrong with it Master, but surely God made men hairy for a reason.
Master, DON'T BE NASTY, men are not hairy because they haven't quite evolved yet.
YES Master, you can use me as a weight. I LOVE the idea of you lifting me up and down in the air. YES I believe you when you say it's not dangerous.
OF COURSE YOU ARE NOT VAIN MASTER.
YES master I understand how important it is to you that I worship your body. AND YES MASTER I know it has nothing to do with a chip on the shoulder because you are 5 foot 3.
No Master I don't believe you have a complex because you are short.
I like short men Master.
YES I promise never to wear high heels Master.
YES I will worship your vain ego Master.
YES MASTER I CAN DO THAT.
C. ON SEXUAL ACTIVITIES, LOVE, POWER AND CONTROL.
YES Master I will go to the gym every day and take yoga classes. YES Master I want to be as supple as possible for you, My Lord.
Really Master is that safe? REALLY MASTER? Ok Master I will become supple enough to do the splits over your cock, and not worry about getting stuck, having no way of getting back up and trying to explain it to the Ambulance men IF we can even reach a phone.
YES of course you can leave me tied up, chained and gagged while you go check your email and chat in alt.com. NO OF COURSE ITS NOT IRRESPONSIBLE MASTER. After all I need time to enjoy 'sub space' Master, just don't forget to check the clock when in the chat room, so you don't forget about me Master.
WHY no problem Master. Yes you can leave me chained to the ceiling with a vibrator in me, while you fall asleep for an hour or two. NO I don't think YOUR COCK WILL FALL OFF from the cock ring if you have a little nap.
YES of course you can control what I wear all the time. YES I will wear no knickers and bra, even when I am teaching a class of six year olds how to do the hockey pokey. AND of course I don't mind wearing stockings with no knickers in the middle of winter, if it pleases you Sir, I LIKE having my fanny frozen solid.
YES I will be your little Barbie doll that you can dress up and play with whenever you want.
YES, YES Master, I trust your DIY skills; I think a home-made dungeon in the attic is a wonderful idea.
YES Master you can 'BREAK' me and 'MOLD' me into anything you want, for I am your sub, and therefore I have no personality, thus making me your door mat to do with as you wish. YES, YES please use violence against me for violence sake, I just love to be treated like a lesser human being and made to realise I am nothing but a worthless piece of dog shit under your shoe. For I AM SUBMISSIVE; and therefore am an empty vessel waiting to be fulfilled with your infinite wisdom and love juice.
Yes Master, I WILL become your slave girl sub slut bitch after you sending me three emails; and seeing one crappy picture of you, without knowing your name or meeting you in real life even. I WILL accept the contract you have offered me, in the knowledge that the drop out clause is very real, and I can leave your service after the initial trial contract is up. OF COURSE I realise this is for my own well being Master, I UNDERSTAND you are not TRYING TO TRAP ME. And I know Master it would be a good way to learn all about BDSM.
And yes of course you can have my driver's licence, bank details, birth certificate etc for safekeeping as I am TOO STUPID to handle these important documents myself, even though up until know I have led a happy independent life. And I know this is an important part of the control you wish to have in my life. YES I trust you Master, I know you are NOT trying to isolate me and ensure I can't leave you.
HE, HE its really ok Master, I hate being licked out, its so horrible having men's lips and tongue touching and teasing my pussy. Isn't that lucky Master, you hate giving and I HATE receiving, so all is well Master? I REALLY AM HERE SOLEY FOR YOUR PLEASURE MASTER.
Yes Master, it really is ok for you to lie about your picture, age, SEX, health, status, country of residence and marital status. I am so desperate I will take any lying Bastard.
No Master cyber sex really isn't going behind your wife's back, or breaking your marriage vows to her. I am sure she will understand you need a little outside excitement, and wont mind cleaning up the PC for you when you've finished your fun.
Yes Master I am willing and HAPPY to hold down a full time job, clean and cook for you, suck your cock twice a day, raise the kids while you get fat watching football swigging beer.
My, my Master, what a beautiful cock you have, it's the biggest I have ever seen! Oh YES Master, I CAN and WILL worship you for the rest of my life because your cock is the centre of the universe.
Yes of course Master I can do that!!
© LittleMissNaughty, 2002
